
We had this “burning ritual” with trish a few hours ago.
We had to burn old letters, pictures, and what-nots that contains all of her memories.. With her. Well, I’ll leave it to that. It reminded me of the time i burnt mine though. It was really strange.. I just literally woke up. And i saw the letters, tired from crying last night.
And i was like. “Fuck this.. I need to let go, I want to let go.”
So i slowly took out all the stuff we had. All the stuff that person gave to me, re-read the letters, and hoped it would stay in my unconscious after burning the material itself. So i went outside, listened to the song “First Love” while burning all of the pictures, letters, keychains, id holders..
Then i watched them burn. Until everything turned to ashes..
And it felt great, it really did.
Though I admit i still ache for that person sometimes, I’m so much better now, so much stronger now, and I won’t let that happen again. Next time.. I’ll be prepared.
-reminisces-
But oh well, pretty moments.
I might be posting a new song soon, I just finished composing this one, and I’ll be posting it here. So watch out mmkay?
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